LOVE.. A Pseudo concept..!!!

 Hi,

"We all have that one special person in our lives in whose absence our existence seems meaningless!" is this actually true??

 I am currently reading a novel.. A romantic novel. As i mostly or always read romantic novel.. I was sitting on my bed with no electricity n a candle in a very romantic atmosphere, but suddenly a question jumped out of me.. The world famous concept "LOVE", does it really exist??
I am not against of it,, i have faith on it but i dnt knw i mean i havent came across of it or m NOT ALLOWED. Yesterday night only one of my good friend was telling me "someone is made for me n i just have to wait for the correct time", i dont knw why i laughed. Usually i dnt do this, i have faith n hopes that one day i m gonna be with my right one. But now a days i have started feeling like love n all is just a total bullshit!! "Somewhere someone is made for u n dat someone is waiting for u", Once upon a time i had faith on this line bt now it seems like a fake or something like pseudo.. it is there but it is not there. 
     From last five years i liked a person with my whole heart, and the best thing is he simply doesnt know about this. Even he doent about my existance ..(i guess), Even my name is a combination of his name n my name,,:( 
    Anyways there are more issues(family issues.. which i dnt have mine) because of which i have became neutral as in no emotions, no feelings etc etc,, (Actually i have them in me but with no use).
    I am surely not writing this for sympathy n all,,, Its just a thought dat came out of me..
  Anyways after all of this m still having hopes.. because there is no life without hopes n i love my life(however it is).. <3
   N love u guys for being there with me in this new journey..  

 

How boring i am..!!!!!!!

Hello loving people..,

Actually i really dont know what to write.. it is really difficult for me..

You know wat every time, i mean every six months i bough a diary n every time i dnt knw what to write in it.. I have a lot in my mind to write bt when i hold pen in my hand i totally go blank in my mind.. :( This is bcz may be i dnt talk much with my family.. 

Wait!!!!!!!

I dnt have a family bcz!!!!!!!!!!!!

So basically m a boring person with a boring life...!!!! (Actually a black n white life trying to fill colors in it..).

Happy new year

Hi again...
Actually i forgot to wish u a very Happy n Prosperous Happy New Year.. I hope things will be new n changing n happening to all of us.. n i hope all our wishes, needs come true..
Just fingers crossed n praying for it.. :)

Its a new start

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